I had an incredible husband. A really, really good one. He was not perfect. Of course not. His sin nature, his humanity, was all to...

It hurts to be ignored. It just does. Back in the winter, when I had trouble in my house and sent HW a text, he responded right away and...

God gives us protection and provision. No - God IS our protection and provision. As I've been chasing down this relationship with HW...

It is amazing how much can be revealed in a day. A day of letting it soak in that whatever relationship I thought I had with HW and...

This hurts. I woke up and it still hurts. But it does feels a little different - or maybe I'm just getting some clarity. I tried way too...

It's Mother's Day again. My second without G here. I truly can't remember last year. What did we do? Did we celebrate? I feel sure...

A friend of mine recently asked how she could help her dear friend whose husband died unexpectedly. It's hard for me to remember much...

Today I'm taking a big leap. A trust fall off a cliff, waiting for Jesus to catch me. We fly to Bogota, Colombia today. First time back...

It's been a big week. Saturday was P's 8th birthday party. We also went to G's favorite restaurant (Buffalo Wild Wings) in his honor and...

I took my wedding band off of my right hand last night. And now I'm down to one ring. Later this week, I travel with my son to a country...

It's April. The month I've been dreading. The month I've tried to put off by looking the other way, not flipping the calendar to take a...

Shortly after G died, I began hearing the metaphor that grief comes in waves. It recedes and comes, recedes and comes, over and over...

“But no one except Lucy knew that as it circled the mast it had whispered to her, "Courage, dear heart," and the voice, she felt sure,...

What do I need... I mean really need... to survive this life? I used to think (let's go back to high school here) that it was my horse. ...

For a long time now, I've been saying that I feel like I was dropped off of a cliff into a dark room. A room with no doors and no...

Only Jesus can tell me who I am Only Jesus sees Only Jesus loves me fully with a love that can satisfy Only Jesus knows my future Only...

I've been really brave lately. Booking flights and planning trips without G. He always did these things for us. Getting ready to go out...

We went to St. Thomas in January of 2020. I was so worried. So many things could go wrong. What if G got Zika? What if he had a health...

"I still remember the accident. Who could forget the horror of it? But I also remember what has happened since. Who would want to...

All of life is grace. Yesterday, I was walking to my car after meeting with a student on campus and feeling happy. The sun was shining....