Tonight will be our first night home alone since G died. UN left this morning and my parents come late tomorrow. Lots of friends are...

The depression is starting to hit. I think about doing things like writing a thank you note or making a meal and it feels like I can't...

Today is our first anniversary after G died - the one month anniversary of his death. I hate that all of our special days and all of our...

This morning is one month since G died. One month since I woke up to find he was already awake - he was having such trouble sleeping...

Tomorrow will be the one month anniversary of G's death. Even as I write that sentence it doesn't feel real. I realized today that I am...

I tried to cry today. I even sat next to his grave, freshly covered in sod and sprinkled with flowers by our boy, while looking at...

I feel numb today. I wake up in the morning and as I try to wrap my head around the day - what day is it, what comes next, what do I...

What day is today? Where am I? Is this really happening? He died on December 19th. At home, while I watched. So much to process there....