What I'm Dreading

Coming home to an empty house

The 2 month anniversary of G's death

Valentine's Day - he always bought me my favorite Godiva truffles the day after Valentine's Day - which is what I requested because then I could have twice as much!

April - all of our birthdays are that month

Driving out of town

The snow storm that's coming. First one alone.

My mom leaving tomorrow and having 5 days without anyone here.

The future.

Running out of money.

The fall.

Change.

Facing the reality that he is gone every day. I want him home.